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So sleepy... not gonna make it to the Malt House tonight, I think.

Shopping has been done, and foodstocks have been replenished.

I had some fascinating meditation on the nature of existence all ready, but it's left me now. Instead, I'll leave you with this: my ostensible boyfriend hasn't called or emailed in about two weeks, and I barely care. Is it bad that I feel like my relationship (going on seven months, for those keeping score), the longest I've ever had, isn't even worth the trouble of ending?

I'm kind of scared that this doesn't depress me more.

I need to see my gay friends in person more. Lovely as my girls are, there are just certain things they can't give me.

How did this become my life? I wish I could trace it to the point where I had the choice to make it different, if indeed I ever did. Still, I can't say that I'm really unhappy with things, just... vaguely dissatisfied.

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So sleepy... not gonna make it to the Malt House tonight, I think.

Shopping has been done, and foodstocks have been replenished.

I had some fascinating meditation on the nature of existence all ready, but it's left me now. Instead, I'll leave you with this: my ostensible boyfriend hasn't called or emailed in about two weeks, and I barely care. Is it bad that I feel like my relationship (going on seven months, for those keeping score), the longest I've ever had, isn't even worth the trouble of ending?

I'm kind of scared that this doesn't depress me more.

I need to see my gay friends in person more. Lovely as my girls are, there are just certain things they can't give me.

How did this become my life? I wish I could trace it to the point where I had the choice to make it different, if indeed I ever did. Still, I can't say that I'm really unhappy with things, just... vaguely dissatisfied.